Ya Rabb

 Ya Rabb, 

Thank you for knocking on this little heart of mine when the lack of motivation strikes. When spirits are dampened, motivation runs low, schedule gets occupied with endless dunya affairs. As much as i struggle with handling myself, my emotions, my thoughts, and my guilt that comes together with it, i thank you Ya Rabb for always knocking on this heart of mine to remember You. To remind me to remember You, to remind me to take a break from all these worldly matters. That solah is not a form of a chore but a mindful pause to life and a mood enhancer.

Sincerely, 

Your struggling ummah who just wants to do better in the dunya and akhirah